WTF?

I am so fucking tired of the BBW groups and their guise of "let's get together and support each other...show the world we are people too and how awesome we are". I have met some great women in these groups...and I have met some not so great women. I went to a party this weekend and got so pissed off I had to leave. I didn't want to get in an argument while I had been drinking...and I didn't want it to sound like the argument was over a guy, because it wasn't. It was really about how I was treated by people who are supposedly my friends and running this group to better our lives and each other. What a bunch of fucking horse shit. I try, really try, to treat people the way I want to be treated. That doesn't always work, I am human, after all. I am just not accustom to people in my life treating me like shit. When it does happen I usually step back and assess what I did wrong in the situation. How fucked up is my thinking that I always think I am the one in the wrong?! This time I know I am not. I hope that some stupid play ground bullshit was worth loosing a friend.