What a difference 24 hours makes!

So....I met up with the white boy rapper...he filmed my big ass for a video. Probably "she's got a big butt, the re-mix". You know I don't listen to my sis! We shall see what he does with the footage. Kind of nervous and excited at the same time. Probably can't run for the presidency now. He was very professional. Didn't ask me to get naked, even though we did meet in a seedy motel!

Damn, my sister always has to be the voice of reason....

Okay...I am a flighty, day dreaming, fruit loop. I get it. But sometimes I just want to "DO"! Do whatever it is....just go....and not think about it. Tonight it was going to be meeting a white rapper who likes big girls and writes songs about them. He had talked to me about filming me and my ass for an upcoming video. I am at the compound and was going to have to drive a bit to go meet him. I got to the end of the dirt road (my parents long drive way) and called my sis. I told her what I was thinking of doing. Her response "are you on your meds?? maybe you need to go see the doc and get an adjustment.". Gee, thanks sis. I don't know....I did call her. Maybe that was the answer I wanted. Maybe I wanted to be talked out of it....
Damn this being an adult and making "good" decisions!